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"A Plea to the Seven Churches and to Every Heart That Still Hope"

To the ones who gather in sanctuaries and living rooms   To the ones who preach from pulpits and sidewalks   To the ones who claim the name of Christ   And to the ones who have walked away from it   To Laodicea, To Philadelphia, To Sardis, To Thyatira, To Pergamum, To Smyrna, To Ephesus, and to every soul who still listens for the quiet voice of mercy   I write this with a trembling heart. I have spent years reading the book of Revelation through the lens of fear because that is how it was handed to me. I was told it was a warning. I was told it was a threat. I was told it was a countdown to destruction. But when I read it again through the lens of mercy, something inside me broke open. Something inside me healed. Something inside me woke up. I realized that the problem was never the scripture.   The problem was the lens. I realized that many preach the Ten Commandments as if the story stopped at Sinai. They hold the stone tabl...

"Change Your Lens, and reread Revolutions"

There are moments in history when the noise of nations grows so loud that the quieter truths of the spirit are almost drowned out. Moments when fear, rivalry, and pride try to claim the final word. Moments when people search scripture not for healing, but for justification. This reflection is written for such a moment. It is not a political argument.   It is not a prophecy of doom.   It is a call to return to the teachings of Yeshua... the red words... and to read our world through the lens of mercy rather than the lens of pride. There is a revelation that rises only when the lens of pride is shattered.   A revelation that cannot be seen through fear, rivalry, or the sins of man.   A revelation that appears only when the teachings of Yeshua are allowed to speak louder than the drums of war. It begins with this truth: No nation is the enemy.   No people are the enemy.   Only violence is the enemy.   Only hatred is the ...

The Tail of Two Yochanans (Johns)

I find myself awake, sitting by the low light of a fire at 2am, wandering around in deep thoughts. I would like to share a story with you all. Something I hold close to my own heart. 💚 Its called the: “The Tale of Two Johns (Yochanans)”   By JoshM Let me tell you this story slow, like we're sitting around a small campfire and the night itself is leaning in to listen. No pulpit here, no fancy stage, just us sitting in a circle, watching how the flames make our shadows lean toward each other. I'm not some scholar in robes. Just someone who's walked by rivers, read by lamplight, and picked up a whisper that came to me once and never really left. There were these two guys, both named Yochanan, John in English, and for a while their voices got all tangled up in the same story until people started listening more to one than the other. I want to tell you about both of them, not to settle some theological debate or anything, but because remembering both keeps us honest, you know? ...

My Testimony Against Racism

I write this with my head bowed and my heart open. I am not here to argue. I am not here to win a debate. I am here to tell the truth as I have lived it and as I have learned it from the Most High. Racism is a sin against Yahweh. It is a sin against the breath that made us. It is a sin against the dust that shaped us. It is a sin against the children of Abraham and against the prophets who walked this earth before us. The first of us was formed from the dust of our mother earth and the breath of our Father. That means every shade of skin carries the same origin story. That means every human being carries the same divine fingerprints. When someone chooses racism they are not just rejecting a person. They are rejecting the Creator who shaped that person. They are rejecting the breath of Yahweh that lives inside them. And when someone chooses racism they are standing against Yeshua. They are standing against Muhammad. They are standing against Abraham. They are standing against the prophe...

The Two Gardens My reflection on origin, memory, and the presence of the Most High

There are two Gardens.   A higher one and a lower one.   A spiritual one and a physical one.   A place where God walks, and a place where God is felt.   The higher Garden is the one our ancestors spoke of with trembling voices.   The place where Adam walked with Yahweh in the cool of the day.   The place where the breath of the Most High was not a mystery but a nearness.   The place where the rivers began at a single spring, flowing outward like veins from the heart of creation.   The lower Garden is the reflection.   A shattered memory of what once was.   A world that still carries the fingerprints of the Holy One, but not the footsteps.   A world where the presence of God is known, but not seen.   A world where the rivers still flow, but two of their names have been lost to time because they do not exist in the reflection.   The Pishon and the Gihon belong ...

To My Neighbors

To the Ones Who Still Believe in Neighbors My brothers, my sisters, my neighbors. I am not standing here as a politician or a scholar or someone with power.   I am standing here as a worker.   As a father... As a caretaker.... As a disabled man who has plowed fields, scrubbed floors, fed strangers, and prayed for a world that keeps trying to forget its own heart. I am standing here as one of you. And I am standing here because something sacred is being broken in our land. Our government, both local and federal, keeps asking us to pay for our own oppression.   They take our taxes, our labor, our sweat, and they turn it into a weapon against the very people who built this country with their hands and their hope. They tell us it is about faith.... But it is about fear. They tell us it is about morality... But it is about power. And they dare to invoke the name Jesus Christ while doing it. But hear me.   Our Yeshua was not the mascot of an empire. He ...

This is why I call Him Yeshua instead of his popular name "Jesus Christ"

My name is Joshua.   Some folks know me as JoshM.   And this is the truth of why I speak the name Yeshua instead of Jesus Christ. I do not say this to divide.   I do not say this to correct anyone.   I say it because this is the path the Most High walked me through, barefoot and trembling, until I could stand again. I grew up hearing the name Jesus used in ways that broke me.   Not by him, never by him,   but by people who carried his name like a weapon instead of a blessing. Jesus was shouted at me in anger.   Jesus was used to shame me, to silence me, to control me.   Jesus was the name invoked by those who hurt me, betrayed me, and tried to crush the spirit inside me. So when I say I flinch at that name, I am not flinching at the Son of the Most High.   I am flinching at the hands that misused him. But the Most High is merciful.   He led me back to the one who healed the broken, ...